Think about this. Would you ever have imagined that the federal government would use all its powers to prevail upon state and local officials to close your church, school, and business? To prevent you from traveling to foreign countries? To force you into a mask and then use every possible mechanism to inject you with an untested and unworkable experimental gene-altering technology?
This was the great breaking. It shattered our sense of life stability and the predictability of our routines. The civic liturgy embedded in our habits—going to work, dropping off the kids, visiting grandmother in the nursing home, attending the wedding or funeral of our friend—was all shattered. We were all forced to adapt. They kept promising that the pain would come to an end if only we complied. We complied but the pain kept getting worse.
Gradually these days passed but never the enormous psychological carnage. They also drained all trust people had in the system under which we live. The experts were lying the whole time. The agencies were just making things up. The scientists were blinding us with baloney. Countless interest groups were clearly seizing on the chaos of the moment to make a financial killing. Media was never telling the truth.
There has been and will never be real accountability.
We see all this now. The loss of trust in what was has been replaced by a deep cynicism and pessimism. The younger me might have looked forward to a time when the public lost trust in authority but now that the older me has seen it happen, the results are nothing like what I might have predicted.
The biggest worry is that the loss of trust is not just in the government, media, tech, academics, and science. It also impacts on the very notion of freedom itself. I cannot explain it but somehow that seems to have gone by the wayside too. This is on the left, for sure, but it is also on the right. Public figures counseling a simple restoration of freedom seem not to get a hearing at all.
We no longer believe in what was and there is a pervasive dread in the air about what it is to be. Making it worse, there is also a growing sense that there is nothing we can do about it either way. Sure, we can vote but it’s no longer clear if that matters. Otherwise, there are few if any mechanisms in place to take matters into our own hands and right this ship we once called civilization.
In so many ways, for my generation in particular, we did not know just how good we had it in those precious few years between the last days of the Cold War and the beginning of the 21st century. I think I speak for a generation in believing that this was a new order of things and would never be taken away. This is what makes the current moment so difficult for us. It was never supposed to be this way.
In this way, my generation finds an analogy with those who came of age in the late 19th century, surrounded by rising wealth, fabulous technologies, new fruits of peace and prosperity everywhere in evidence. This gentile period was utterly shattered by the Great War, which served as a reminder that this world will always be the “valley of tears” spoken about in the old prayers.
I’ve gone on too much about our dark night of the soul, which, by the way, is a meditative poem about the relationship of God and man as written by St. John of the Cross. His core point, if I may dare to sum it up, is as follows. The darkness is our opportunity to learn, discover, find our way out, and emerge on the other side with more strength, conviction, and awareness of our purpose and the meaning of life.
May this also be true for us as individuals and as a nation.
Why should Christmas be a time of joy? It depends on what we mean by that word. Mary and Joseph were forced to be in Bethlehem by an edict of tax collectors. After the baby was born, the realm was engulfed by a murderous edict that, had they complied, would have destroyed the child. What followed was immense suffering in this world, ending in death the savior but also the promise of eternal life.
By all means, let us celebrate peace and prosperity, but what happens when they are not part of our experience? Why then should Christmas be joyful? Tap dancers and candy canes and legends of reindeers and chimneys are all delightful. But that is not the source of the true happiness this season brings. The promise of true spiritual salvation is the driving force, not material decadence but rather faith in the unseen and yet to be achieved.
All of which is to say: despair achieves nothing whereas hope motivates us to find and realize true meaning in our lives. Despite whatever the White House is pushing on us today, we can still find joy in truth, even in times that are hard and getting harder.